I hope one day you feel the pain you have caused me to feel. I hope it hurts you to the point of utter despair. I hope it tears your darkened soul to pieces. I hope you drown in all the tears i've cried. I really do. All because i hate you for doing this to me.
As i lay on my bed, i look outside through my window, look up to the sky, how beautiful the stars are. For a second i thought to my self, is there a planet where i can be just all by my self, being alone and nothing to worry of?? Cant i create my own world where there are only my best friends to visit? I would be very glad to have one planet just for living me
Really, is this hapening to me? Still cant believe it, it just like one of the dream u drem off, it 11.36 on my phone now, and i still cant sleep. Surounded by the people you love, but why it have to be so hard to be loved, to understand and give it a go, oh stop pulling my leg. This whole thing just doesnt seems right, as the time pass by 11.39 right now, i wonder, and starting to think, is this what i want?what i believe in?or i just dont want to make another human being hurt by me?! Im not doubting it or being pesimistic, oh crap, why cant i just think with a fresh mind, to open my mind to reality and not a dream?