“His soul sat up. It met me. Those kinds of souls always do - the best ones. The ones who rise up and say “I know who you are and I am ready. Not that I want to go, of course, but I will come.” Those souls are always light because more of them have been put out. More of them have already found their way to other places.”—Markus Zusak, The Book Thief (via atomology)
where r u? n where r u? i miss u n worried here.. but its ok,i wont be annoying,lets sleep with a good thinking :) it feels so good to be inlove, especialy when it comes to loving you mr.samuel ^^ only you and only you alone :)
I was talking to a friend who wanted to have a western boyfriend, and have a lot of friends form oversease. She told me that she drinks because of her firends, and i told her how she should take care of herself and be much closer to God, but not to the outside world, even though shes attach to the outside world, she shoud be aware of herself and what God wants. I sample myself to her, even i have lots of freinds in the outside world with a free intercourse, I still look after myself, try as much as I could not to be a part ot the free intercourse. I also told her how my boyfrieind told me its better not to drink, once you’re in, its hard to come back and stop, know your limit. I still have my dignity, my pride, and self awareness. then she sudenly asked me “if so, are you still a virgin?” zzzzzz, o_O ofcourse i am a virgin… i wont let go of that, till my marriage.. ><” Its all about you and your relationship with God after all..
“I want you to miss me. I want you to recognize me in your morning cereal and the voice of your favorite singer. I want you to wonder where I am when your fingers are stretched beneath your waistband, when you’re lighting up, when you’re tripping up the uneven step on your basement stairs. I want you to think of me when you look into your teacup and your rearview mirror. I want you.”—Unknown (via aquaticuss)
i ment to be in class but
no one there, then i decided
to bail. sitting at Hjs writing. oky
i feel fucked,i ment to write my
script but i cant even think what to
I dont know how long will i be able to hold it for but 8 is a pretty good number to me. I miss him. i just have to be patient, as patient as i could. im sure that well make through this. i just have to believe in it right? “mesti di perjuangin” most people would say. the thing is that i dont even know how does he fell, wheather hes happy or not. he keep things away from me, just for my shake. He keep on trollin with me to ><° anoying boyfriend lol. the young couple that sit not to far from me looks so happy and lovely as theres nothing between them. i cant think, i feel sad idk why. i feel sad while i should feel happy. im worried while theres should be nothing to be worried about. i hate it when i should love it. i miss the old days while i should be greatfull of these days :(
ok beloved tumblr, im going to start to write again like i used to.. lots of posts every single day.. to pass my boredom every single day. dear tumblr.. i dont know why and i dont know, and im lost into the jungle and i cant find my way..